JessicA

12:38 am: i feel weird right now.

i dont like it.
i miss some things, and some people, and im finding out that some things arent as secure as i thought.

04:20 pm: shooby doo wop doo waa


pretty much sums up my mood these days

12:39 pm: sometimes life just sucks.
sometimes it just doesnt.


you just have to not think about the times it does.

06:26 pm: even though it was only for a short while, i loved seeing buckethead and the demon today. :)
i missed them muchos, and after seeing them it made me miss them even more. :(

11:43 pm: for the past two or three days ive been in the process of having a complete breakdown.
i dont know if its because im so tired, because im stressed beyond belief, or if its because its that time.or all of the above. but i seriosuly went crazy. ask travis, he was unfortunately on the receiving end of all of this. i pray to God im done being crazy.


and stopping it is harder than it seems when you dont know why it started in the first place.

08:32 pm: My boyfriend is better than yours.hands down.

followed closely by Scott and Celia cause theyre just so cute together :)

08:39 pm: brokeback mountain is overrated.
and weird.

10:17 pm: can someone please start a fight on livejournal?

i havent seen one of those in a year or two and i need to be reminded that there are still people who like to handle things that way

thanks.

03:10 pm: oh.
and.

dear travis.
i miss you too. and i cant wait to see you friday. and if you want to waste gas money to come see me before then. i woudlnt hate it. and. im still working on how we can sneak you into my window. there are a few complications im working on.
thank you.

i love you,
jess

03:08 pm: dear heather.
i miss you already. even though i saw you the other day, i didnt get to talk much b/c that show was insane. so i miss you.
and also, please paste this into your LJ because i know holly will only look for letters on yours out of habit.
thank you.

i love you,
the b



dear holly,
i miss you muchos. i havent seen your pretty face in years. nor have i got to sit and wait for days while you get ready. i even miss that. i must see you soon, its necessary for survival.
thank you.

i love you,
jess

05:03 pm: i had a dream that i punched a couple girls in the face and i woke up thouroughly hating them both.
i haven't even met one of them. and the other one i havent even seen in like a year.

sometimes my dreams come true.
i wouldnt mind if this one did.

04:46 am:

    
Me and Haley           
 
For some reason Alyshs started brushing her teeth in the limo...

Me and Trenton 

Who needs guys when you've got these 10 ladies?

little dancing

bobo got prom king :)

the guys that mooned us on the way home


and i cant even begin to tell you about what happened after prom...lord lord


theres more pictures, but i am tired and going to bed

03:44 am: spring break was amaziiingg

i spent it at myrtle beach with all my kitty katz (lynsey, amie, meagan and katiedid) and then travis spent the night :) and i made him breakfast. what an awesome girlfriend right? ;)
the we had girls night, which was so much fun and very much needed, i love those girls oh so much!
then my cell phone got stole :( jerks.
then it was off to HAWTlanta with my baby to see family force five. and be your typical tourists. it was fun, i love that city :)

11:23 pm: somebody sotle my cell phone.
im really sorry if they call you and mess with you.they have everybodys number that was in my phone. just know its not me and i have nothing to do with it.
for example: they called my dad and said they were from planned parenthood and that i was pregnant.

im so mad right now.

02:18 am: I just want everyone to know i have sweet driving skills and if you dont believe me you can ask holly,celia,heather or lauren and you'll see

tonight was a much needed girls night,i simply love all those girls, i wish samantha francis could have came though :(
we completely destroyed the boys' cars. bad idea because we had to clean it up in the freezing cold, but gah i wish you could have seen their reactions....we have in on video though, thanks to jordan mcqueen. and now here we are at cel mcgels chillin....not playing phase 10.

11:51 pm: cause hes my boyyyyy
me and travis
were on a 'break'
but changed it to being 'broke up'
and we were real sad
and so now we're done being 'broken up'
and being 'just friends'
and we decided to stick to the 'in love' stuff mostly.



oh and during this break. i worked a lot on myself. in one week ive become more secure. physically. mentally. emotionally. i can only be me. and im very happy with that.

07:07 am: it will happen
i demand a cwb night within the next two weeks.

no questions.
just let me know when youre working.

04:51 pm: im sorry


i was stupid.
i miss cwbs
i miss being stupid with them
and s-ing t's.

and i dont know why i got weird.
i really dont.
and im sorry.

i love you all
heather.
meredith.
chelsea.
celia.

and i know its lame to put this on LJ, really i do.
but im weird.
and id be awkward on the phone.
i may call yall later.
depending on my mood/weirdness.

08:53 pm: I don't miss my old way of life at all.
Or the people in it.
Things are changing and I don't care.
I'm taking risks and I may be left with nothing in the end.
But that's a chance I'm willing to take.
Because for now, things are almost perfect.

01:32 am: do not communicate with me through LJ or myspace. i have a properly working phone.
Live journal oh live journal. Please dont hate me for never writing in you anymore. or for not thinking youre important. because youre not. and for knowing my real journal is way better than you. and for killing you dead.




dead i say.